Just let go, and be you. Even if it feels weird, uncomfortable, or wrong. I am so used to being comfortable in my sad thought process. Thinking, "Oh man if only I could get this job or damn, maybe I'll have that many friends to hang with one day." But I pass by the fact that I'm basically there, I can get a job doing what I love (or at least fueling what I love) I have awesome friends, I just suck at being a friend. All because I make the choice to hold on.
Ay, made it up again and it was much needed. Let the Wild Salmon loose on the rocks.
HOlyy Bend, I went down to meet with a company about photos and got to hang for the evening. Probably the best place I've visited in Oregon. It's got what you want, but it's not too big. You can't help but feel real up for an excursion there. So that night I hung out at a lake and just took it all in. Crazy though, the lake smelled like mints when you got up to it. I was a little lost at first (what's new) but I found out there were little mint plants around the lake. 10/10
I had a great convo with a friend of mine about the universe and how he feels so much bigger because of it. Connected to an amazing chapter in the story. Life might seem a little wild rn, we have people surfacing, saying terribly inhumane things. Ice cream is melting faster, living with a regular job is more difficult ect. No one knows what's next, but we can't connect the dots looking forward, only looking backward. You just have to believe in the underlying hope around us and chose to be positive.
So as strange as it is for me to say (type) you gotta choose to love more. Even though I could be bummed, skating around all of Portland with thwarted efforts to find a job, living in my car, Seeing crazy People get crazier, Not getting any emails back on skiing endeavors, or whatever else you want to add. I'm not. I am Hope full and ready to fight for what's next. Gotta choose to let go.
aye they didn't nickname her the atm for nothing tell you what- Lil Rach