Dirt & Dreams, Summer 2017

The road to hipster world

The road to hipster world

Discouraged Adj. Having lost lost enthusiasm; disheartened. I could totally look back on the Summer and cry, because I have. It sucked, I've never been more exhausted or lonely in my life. I could look back on it and say, "Damn, I got let go because I'm terrible at my job. Or, "I barely connected with anyone, why can't I fit in". But that's not how it is. I got let go cause I am focused on something better (and cause of fucked scheduling). I didn't connect with everyone cause I didn't let go. Getting turned down from agencies & proposals, even dropping the ball on one of the hand full of jobs I did get was brutal. But out of all that, I chose not to be discouraged. Yeah I felt bummed, I still feel bummed rn, but I haven't lost all my enthusiasm. I have not given up. Careers take off, you just have to be patient.

This is going to be my last blog, I really got to let some nasty stuff out. This was good though

Solid 6.9/10 with the hat back

Solid 6.9/10 with the hat back

Dreams know the way. Found in the dust, no amount of untruth, loss or misunderstanding can separate me from you.

"ily" -Big R

Matthew Roebke